I walked the chip aisle of Trader Joe's for dill pickle and blue corn tortilla chips. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a kerfuffle and turned to witness a white woman in her sixties escalating a conversation with a black man. We were at the height of the pandemic, and putting two and two together, he'd asked her to put on a mask. She was the only one in the store without one.
The woman stepped an inch from his face and began to scream and curse at him, eyes vicious and filled with hatred. He stood firm without moving but never threatened her. I asked another shopper to get security and stepped between them, asking the woman to stop. That's when she shouted slow and purposeful, "You're not even a man!"
"Shut up! Shut up!" I yelled louder now, "Look at me! Look at me!" Her demonic episode halted for a second when she finally noticed me standing in front of her. "He is a MAN. STOP IT.” Hawaiian shirts flooded the aisle and pulled the woman and her cart back from the man.
"Are you okay?" I asked him, "I am so sorry." He nodded. "I'm fine," he said as he walked out of the store, never once dropping his chin. My heart pounded in my ears, and I felt enraged at the racist woman. Her lack of self-control, her entitlement to not follow the rules, her bitter venom that created an unforgettable moment in man's life. And mine.
In 1968, Dr. Martin Luther King joined the Sanitation Workers' Strike in Memphis, Tennessee. 1,300 black workers who were underpaid and working in dangerous conditions decided to strike on February 12 after two men were crushed to death by their garbage truck while working.
Clergy, civil rights leaders, and community members helped organize marches during the strike, but the Memphis Mayor, Henry Loeb, did not support them. Workers lost all pay during the strike, and police sprayed mace and tear gas and killed a 16-year-old boy named Larry Payne during one of the marches.
In April, King marched with the workers and the community, many carrying signs that said, "I am a man," demanding their dignity and humanity to be acknowledged and respected.
He gave a speech on April 3, 1968, the day before his death, and you've likely heard or watched him preach these words:
"Well, I don't know what will happen now. We've got some difficult days ahead. But it doesn't matter to me now. Because I've been to the mountaintop. And I don't mind. Like anybody, I would like to live a long life. Longevity has its place. But I'm not concerned about that now. I just want to do God's will. And He's allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I've looked over. And I've seen the promised land. I may not get there with you. But I want you to know tonight, that we, as a people, will get to the promised land. And I'm happy, tonight. I'm not worried about anything. I'm not fearing any man. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord."
He knew the threats were imminent. Still, he chose again to stand together with the community in Memphis and see freedom come to another city. He'd already survived a stab in the chest from a demented woman at a book signing in Harlem and lived to see both the civil rights bill and the voting rights act passed.
King encouraged in that speech, "… we've got to give ourselves to this struggle until the end. Nothing would be more tragic than to stop at this point, in Memphis. We've got to see it through. And when we have our march, you need to be there. Be concerned about your brother. You may not be on strike. But either we go up together, or we go down together. Let us develop a kind of dangerous unselfishness."
He told the story about the Good Samaritan, masterfully teaching the theological theories about why the Levite and the Priest didn't stop to help the man dying in a ditch. He explained his personal experience with Coretta traveling the winding and dangerous Jericho Road to Jerusalem, where people walking would be vulnerable to attackers. In the days of Jesus, it came to be known as the Bloody Pass. King imagines the two men may have been too scared to stop and poses:
"So, the first question that the Levite asked was, "If I stop to help this man, what will happen to me?" But then the Good Samaritan came by. And he reversed the question: "If I do not stop to help this man, what will happen to him?"
That's the question before you tonight. Not, "If I stop to help the sanitation workers, what will happen to all of the hours that I usually spend in my office every day and every week as a pastor?" The question is not, "If I stop to help this man in need, what will happen to me?" "If I do not stop to help the sanitation workers, what will happen to them?" That's the question.
Let us rise up tonight with a greater readiness. Let us stand with a greater determination. And let us move on in these powerful days, these days of challenge to make America what it ought to be. We have an opportunity to make America a better nation."
I remember feeling baffled but not surprised at the woman shouting, "You're not even a man!" to the gentle giant at Trader Joe's. I remember how he never moved his body, not even as her spit landed on his face. I remember how he refused to drop his eyes from hers, the strength I felt in him as he resisted her attack. It didn't feel like his first time. I am a man, he said implicitly with all the nonviolent power within him.
King's invitation to us remains: to remember our brother, remember our sister, and engage our responsibility to one another. I will never know what it's like to be hated for the color of my skin, but I will remember that God calls me to love. I will remember that what happens to another human being made in his image happens to me. We are bound together in love.
Love will not bow to fear, nor will it tolerate hatred kindly. Love develops a dangerous unselfishness, pushing past "If I stop to help, what will happen to me?" into "If I do not stop to help, what will happen to them?"
On the heels of celebrating Martin Luther King, Jr., you might struggle to know your place in the social issues of our day – you're not alone. We are tired, going to work, raising babies, dealing with relational struggles, and doing our best to survive. I want you to be encouraged that an opportunity will come you way in the middle of an ordinary day. While you are working, grocery shopping, serving at a school, sitting in the board room, while you are simply going on your way, you will be given with the chance to practice dangerous unselfishness.
May you rise ready to intervene, determined to love because you are concerned about your sister, your brother, your neighbor. Do not stand idly by. Do not let love pass you over.
May we never reduce this holy work of neighborliness down to a quote on social media nor sanitize history to make us feel comfortable. May we never keep the peace at the expense of justice. The revolution is where you are. When your community steps out of pocket, I hope you are the one ready to speak, to act, to hold people accountable. It’s always hardest close to home but that’s where you have the most influence, power, and opportunity for change.
I believe we can and we should build a better world.
In this with you for real,
Ashley
Finding love in our hearts for ALL is the greatest challenge we face right now. Bless you for de-escalating that situation, Ashley; many, many would not have the courage to attempt it.
Your intervention in that situation at Trader Joe's was just like you! My heart goes out to that guy who stood there... that is one of the hardest things to endure when dignity is stripped away.
I guess some people don't care when they see others beat down for the color of their skin, their native origin, their beliefs. They may think nothing of it, but man was created by God and the threats and slurs and put downs reflect on Him as well.
Soon or later on, they (we) will have to answer for every careless... less caring word.
Love ya. Keep it real, keep it bold and gritty.